I cannot believe that 2015 is almost over. I had so many hopes for this year, not all of them came to fruition. I don't want to sound begrudged as God certainly Blessed me in so many ways this year and saved me from a major job and career dilemma early this year.
Why do I feel the year hasn't been so fruitful? It is because I wanted to be a Mother this year, to have children of my own... Or at least a child of my own. It is December and like so many Decembers for a couple of years, it is ending with this one thing bothering my heart. I pray next December will be different.
On my part there are lots of things I need to change and transform with myself. I have found that this is easier said than done but I am certainly a work in process.
I wonder what I am going to make of this blog as I am such a private person. I need an outlet though and so this will be it. I don't know if anyone will ever know of or read my blog. But if it Blesses someone someday then I am content with that.
December 09 2015.
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